Francesca Soh

2009-05-08T23:34:00.004+08:00

Baby, come home early alright ? ^^

Well, i'm home alone now waiting for baby to come home.
Hes gone to zouk for his ORD party.. !
&due to some age problem, i'm obliged to stay home as baby wasn't able to get the guestlist for tonight.

Baby.. enjoy yourself alright?!
Hmm..

But wait, we've got a deal remember ?
" You're all mine for tomorrow "
Yes.. or should i say the entire whole weekend ! Loves.

Anyway, school was terrible today.
Travelled all the way to school for the pathetic 2 hours of lab with the MDBS teacher talking like machine guns.
She seriously need some minor tranquilizers to slow down her reactions so as to make her work slower in order for us to catch up.

Afterall, we're supposed to have 3 hours of lab isn't it ?
Whose rushing you, my dear ?

After school, headed home to take my sport shoes before Alys drove me down to northpoint.
Met up with Baby& headed to sakura for lunch.
Hearts the fizzy mango.. haa!

Oh yes.. wait a moment. !
I just recalled something.
I had chickens for all my meal today. It's like lemon chicken for breakfast, thai chicken for lunch& BK chicken drumstick for supper.

So dead. I guessed chicken hates me.
Haas. I know i'm random.

Alright. I'll find something to do.

But wait. ! I've forgot to mention. I love FB quiz& had just created this " How well do you know Francesca Soh ? " quizzi ! So people.. please remember to do !!!

Damn.. i'm getting kind of random..&sick yes.
Baby claimed that i've been kind of **** at times, random at all and 24/7 sick in the mind.

What's the worst?
Hes becoming more like me. *faints!

Alright. I shall really end my post.
Damn.. i'm naggy.. shit! xxx i'll stop. Now. Like now. I mean really i'll stop. !

Okay bye !

Arrgh.. no.. wait.. after this at least. !

Baby, you know i love you! * Hearts hand sign " Omg so sick. HAHAHAS. !
Alright, this time is real. Bye ~

2009-05-07T00:45:00.003+08:00

Sour milk.

Hours ago.. i just made myself drink down the sour milk that is like 14 days expired as i'm too lazy to check out the expirydate. !
&now.. my stomach is hurting a lil.
But then.. baby isn't picking up. !

Sigh.
I'm too baby-like i guessed.

Anyway, i managed to convince our WWNK's tutor to allow jiajia,jianyu and me to attend C198's tutorial class& marked our attendence for tomorrow.

Oh yes, i seriously tried all ways to talk thing out as baby is booking out tomorrow.. so i didn't want to waste any time in school.. or you can say i'm lazy to make the hussle to travel all over.

We should be offered priviledges since we go for your lectures, isn't it ?
It's because they skipped the lectures so they missed out.

But still, they are able to attend the tutorial that is suppose to be held tomorrow in the morning.
So afterall, not much difference yeah !

I've got to bath before turning in.
My stomach is so uncomfortable.. kind of hate this feeling man. !

Well, whatever.. Bed-time.. !!!

2009-05-05T21:25:00.002+08:00

SCH FROM HELL. !

Somehow, i think it's time for me to lead a healthier lifestyle.
Healthier meaning..

more than 2 glasses of water/day.
&sleeping before 12 am in the night.. for school days at least.

School had been tough lately.
MDBS is one killer subject.. you can simply imagine having java combine with sql statements. !
&i've been spending all my time staying up late at night fb-ing.

Arrgh.
Having a bad headache again.

Baby is busy in camp.
Wondering what time he will be calling ?!
Hopefully, soon.. !

I'm off to bath.

2009-05-04T18:28:00.003+08:00

Random.

Weekend with baby was great.

Picture taken over at chamber4 on the friday night.

Still, i think i look bad in specs. But well, i'm only able to touch contact lances by the next weekend.

Over the weekend,

Late night movie on a typical saturday night( The ramen girl), headed down some random pub with a couple of friends for chilling on a lovely friday night after catching "x-men origins : wolverine " in town& some relaxing majiong session with family on the sunday afternoon before baby booked in.

&not forgotting. Restuarant city. !
For the rest of our time, we seemed to be playing it all the while.

Loves. I just heart every single moment spent with baby. Whatever it is, it's all well-spent ! :)

Hmm.. Anyway, i just woke up from sleep.
Had a bad headache in the afternoon so i came back early to catch a nap.

Arrgh. School was dumb today.
Guess what. ? They banned us from accessing to facebook.
I wonder if it's for temporary? Luckily, Chang brought his laptop to school. Heezz! So still, i spent my lab session Rc-ing.

But wait. Another sad news ish..

Theres 5 hours of MDBS tomorrow due to the labour day last week.
So now.. 3 hours of lab session will be combine together with the 2 hours of lecture.

The thought of it just irks me. AhHhHhHh... I hate school ! For whatever shit reason.

I miss baby. ! Hes not calling. ! AhHhHh... Miss me ?
Laaa. I'm random. !

So hungry. x:x:x(
Off for my " Nasi Lemak " !!!

2009-04-29T20:50:00.002+08:00

RC ! RC ! RC ! -ing

Just talked to baby on phone.
Damn. ! Baby is using his fb restuarant city 24/7 everyday as his camp allow him to leave his computer on 24/7.

AhHhHh.. This is bad !
I tried so hard to hit level 11 but he went up even higher to level 19.
This is unfair.

&&his campmate is even helping him to play.

Unfair Lah! I must try harder from now.. :!)

Anyway, WWNK individual assignment is out.
Hopefully, i'm able to make it. !

I've to BomBom ! Before RC-ing.. !

CrEAmY on my EyEbAlL !!!

2009-04-28T23:44:00.003+08:00

Suffering.

Damn. Just finished drinking the " Liang Cha " mummy brewed for me.
Spent years forcing it down my throat.
Arrgh. Hopefully, it really do speed up my healing process.

Pray hard to say bye-bye to my eye infection in one weeks' time.

Hmm.. anyway.. baby hasn't call me in the night yet. !
Misses his voice.. how am i possibly gonna sleep w/o it ? Arrgh.. this is bad !

Waiting... waiting.. !
Now, i've got to bath first before applyin creamyy on my EYEBALLS!!!

Arrgh.. just imagine having white cream drop on you eyeball for 4 times a day. !
How wonderful.. when baby is not even here with me but camp.

Baby, you owe me 1 million of hugs for that.
Haas. Call me soon man ! Damn.. i just miss you so much !

2009-04-28T00:41:00.002+08:00

L.ov.e, i'm sorry.

Baby, i'm sorry for the hurtful words.
You know i don't meant to say them all.

Sometimes, things are just bothering so much.
Low self-esteem that brings down everything as usual.

Sorry for pushing it too far.
You know i'll never bear to ruin this relationship of ours.

&ignorance isn't the solution to problems.
It just take time.. somehow..

2009-04-26T04:06:00.004+08:00

Baby girl's home stay.

Baby just came home from lester's birthday.
He party-ed over zouk whilst i stayed at home to complete my 2 rounds of mj with people.
Somehow managed to win a little but still, i put all the blames on my stupid eye infection for making me stay home on a saturday night.

The guys are having their mj session now. Competing against one another on whose sober enough to play! All the kids.. hahas !

Arrgh. Take a look at my precious eyeball !

SAD! No contact lances for a week said the doc.
No fried stuff, food related to chicken and any stuff that is heaty said mummyy.
No Alcoholic drinks or late night clubbing said baby.

Sigh..

Anyway, i visited the doctor on friday night with baby's company.
$30 for the damn eye drop which includes the consultant fee charges.

&&..Oh yes. I've finally completed my GC presentation yesterday afternoon.
It's all over. ! Hopefully, i'm able to pass this cds.
Shall check out the result by end of this semester. !

I've got to rest now.
My eye is getting more& more swollen.. frowns !

I NEED PLENTY PLENTY OF REST !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-24T13:39:00.003+08:00

Sick at home.

Skipped classes for today.
I'm going down to the clinic over Yishun soon.

Parents Seminar for yesterday night was rather boring. Thanks to this little sweetie here.. for being my listening ear there.

Look at my eyes here. They're swelling.

Ain's new boyfriend? Hmm..

Nah. Not mine too !

Thou, the rest of the night was pretty upsetting.
I lost my temper and went yelling on the phone.
You didn't read my msg thou you did send me a couple of msgs showing your concerns.

I just find that you do something for the sake of doing.
Perhaps, i jumped into my own conclusion& screwed things as usual.

&for that.. i was told that you're done enough giving, i should learn to give& take.
&&.. you're putting down the phone to talk to your brothers as i'm spoiling your mood for supper.

You're right.
I guessed i had asked too much from you these days.
Be it unintentionally or anything.. i'm just so immature in your eyes!

Afterall, we're both individual figures.
Who am i to ask for more again.. hahas?

2009-04-23T14:19:00.005+08:00

Eye sore.

My left eyeball is so redish now.
Is it some kind of serious infection.? Caused recently.. everyone in the family seem to be getting it. !
Or maybe a contact lance infection..? Rahhs.. Seriously have no idea.

School ended early today.
Still, i've this parents seminar to attend in the night later.

How? My sore eyes seem to be getting in the way.
Sigh.. getting bad!

Anyway, let's go back to yesterday.

Believe or not? I was the first one to arrive at the lecture hall. Haas...

Yes. I got myself a seat before going to the canteen for tibits!~

Spent all my time munching my prawn crackers.. !!!

&... disturbing people as usual.

Poor Gawfew here sleeping. Hahas..

The disgusting Marshall. Hes seriously dumb enough to put the prawn crackers that i gave him on the lecture hall's sliding table. How ill ~! &stuffing each into his mouth slowly together with all the GERMS.!

After school ended, headed baby's& waited for him till 10pm for his return.

Whilst waiting..

It takes forever.. but i know baby tried his very best to come back home to see me.
:)

:) Thanks to baby. I didn't waste my wednesday night facing the computer doing nothing till mid-night. Instead, i turned in early& had a great rest.

Time for some egg tarts before getting ready for the parents seminar.
For the sake of the seal points.. yes i'm going !
Too low to be mention. How sad !

2009-04-21T22:01:00.002+08:00

Being the school girl.

I'm a good girl in school today.
Spent near two hours in lab to print my notes for the entire semester.
&had them binded.

How nice of me? Haas..
But well, for that.. i skipped part of my lectures. ! Hees..

However, theres parent seminar for me to take part in on thursday night.
Arrgh.. for the sake of my seal point.. anyone wanna accompany me? From pathetic 7pm-9pm.

Hmm.. thou.. theres good news too!
Baby is coming out for me tomorrow.
Joys !!! :)

2009-04-20T23:04:00.007+08:00

Bad school day.

First day of school was bad. Reallyy bad.
At first, i still thought first week would be our honeymoon period but i was totally wrong.
Like all said, year2 is gonna be hell.

Well, there are stack of notes awaiting for me to get them printed tomorrow.
So turn off yet no choice.. arrgh.. !

Sweet monthsary.

Let's rewind back to yesterday.

On sunday( 19.04.09 ) was baby& my happy monthsary.
But yes, baby only remembered the date after i reminded him a few moments before the clock strikes mid-night twelve.

Remember.. ? You promised me you'll never forget all the dates starting from now.
So 10 years down the road.. i shall see.!

Anyway, we went for a date on the day. Super happy after spending my saturday night seeing baby lying dead on bed as he slept throughout for 16 hours..

Had our lunch at Sakura over fareast& the thai chicken was great :) !
Love the food there.

Heres a picture of my lil handsome boy.. !

Supposed to collect the couple mug i made earlier back then. But well, the shop doesn't open on sundays. How sad.. shall collect it in the coming days.. !

Afterwards. We walked down Lido& caught the movie " Knowing " .

Made baby camwhore with me before going up to the cinema.

The fourth attempt. Finally, we both smiled together.

After the movie, didn't manage to go anywhere. Home sweet home as baby have got early camp the following morning. My poor boy!~

..hmm...

Oh yes. My antique ipod is back alive again..

After throwing tantrum.. got a lil stroke& having slight feverish in the morning.
Rejoice!

&...&..
Dan is having his supper down at geylang now.
Jealous Jealous ~

&i'm here smelly.. hees.. cause i haven't got my bath since i got home from school.
Alright.. i'm off to bath.. nightmare again tomorrow.. !

2009-04-19T01:09:00.005+08:00

Disappointed.

2009-04-18T07:01:00.003+08:00

Awaiting for baby's return.

It's morning.
Baby is coming back soon in the afternoon.

Weinie& boyfriend is currently here snoring whilst keeping me company.
:)

Towned with Alys yesterday.
&dined over Thai express before heading over dan's for majiong.
Pretty bad luck.. &i lost quite alot. !

Vomitted badly during the mj session.
Had to get jiayin to take over for the moment.
I guessed Alys was right.. i stuffed my food in too fast when i was dining earlier. !

Yucks.. i still feel nausea now!~

AHHHH.....

Oh yes.. anyway, this is me on thursday night.
I could barely sleep& was suffering for insonmia.

Camwhore like shit to keep myself self-entertain.

All thank to people who actually entertained me.
Sorry for all the nonsense i'm giving again. !

Alright.
I've got to rest after 2 damn rounds of majiong& weinie's breakfast treat.

2009-04-16T16:55:00.005+08:00

A pack of lies. &the shittiest timetable EVER seen.

Teachers are fake. ! All Fake.

Guess what?! I've got school on friday.
And it's for only pathetic 3 hours' lab.

I thought you've promised?
No school on friday if i've cleared my 3 cds.

AhHhHhHh.. I hate my new timetable to the max. !
Sad-ed. School is starting on mon.

AhHhHhHhH. No love. No sympathy.
Why must make labs scheduled on friday..?

Year2 is gonna be hell.
I knew it.. all assholes ~!!!!!

I HATE LIARS. Liars.. !

Alright. Back to yesterday..

Cabbed down to Gawfew's for mj.
Finally, i found out who is zax. Haas.. sorry that it took me ages to realise it's you. !

Mj session was fun man. We had supper downstair& mac delivery in the night.
Yes super fattening i know!

Super entertaining with Gawfew's new GRANNY haircut. !

Seriously, zax, weinie& me couldn't stop our laughter. His haircut is damn it cool man !~

Asshole. Laugh at my timetable.. !
I'll kill you during lecture times.

2009-04-15T18:28:00.016+08:00

My sweet memories.. days in Hainan.

I'm finally all done with my 1200 words GC report& free to blog.

The volcano hole visit was great. We had delicious mutton steamboat.. Yummy !~ &a photo taken for us to keep& look back.

The lady beside the camera man was like saying : " Fei zu fei bu fei ? "
&we replied : " Fei! "

Then again she said " Shuai ge shuai bu shuai! "
&we all just smiled as the camera man shot the photo.

Haas. Heres a shot of the noisy tour guide.

Shes nice lah. For at least nice enough to tolerate all our nonsense for the entire 8 days.

The 5* hotel stay.

Here, we've fun at the auto-majiong room, massage palour in our hotel, restuarant down our lobby with pizza available in the late night& nearby mini-mart to cater to our needs.

Welcome in.

AhHhHh.. I'm short!

Lovely bathtub.

The night view.

Oh yes. &sky-flying service for some people. Haas...

The 3* hotel stay.

We had hotel service in the night, late night majiong session, Lan-ing at SGH $0.50/hr, firecrackers on the street& air-gun counterstrike in the rooms there.

My air-gun ( pistol )

In the afternoon, we visited school to teach the children english& did some painting.

Weijie as the teacher. Haas... it was really hilarious looking at the way he teaches..!

&here would always be our hiding area. Away from work.. hahas !

Heres the village school's washroom. Super disgusting.!~

Struggle our way there as there were like 30 chickens blocking my way.
&Ran claimed that chickens do POK our legs so we were like so frightening out. !

&on the second last day. We have....

The best pizza& chicken wings ever. Yummy !~
I missed it ! :'>

Arrgh.
I guessed i've put on a couple of pounds there. Even though the food there wasn't really good, we seriously didn't stop eating for one moment.

&we had shoppings !!!

Didn't got anything there as all the labels there are not authenthic. Been siting at the side& camwhore.

Here is the barang barang i got home.

Anyway, i'm going off to have a rest before going over gawfew's with weinie for mj session. Jedi.. you better wake up& come pick us up from interchange. !

Lastly,

" Happy birthday Jaydon boy! "

P.S. Baby come back quick for huggiess...

2009-04-14T00:56:00.013+08:00

My return back to sin.

Sadly, menses fall on the day before taking off.
&it was the second day& the cramps were so bad.
Luckily, i've got my panadols with me.

Managed to snap a couple of pics with people.

Nicholas.. Vanda.. & me !

Me& Ahmad.

This malay here was sucha poor thing. Was critisized badly by us.. haas.. sorry ahmad.. we were just playing with you!~

Me& cutey JiaJia.

Oh. Someone actually confessed to her whilst he was in a drunk state. Hmm.. a second chance granted.. ?!

OMG. ! The main lead here ROYSTON * !

Once upon a time. Prince Roy& princess unknown live happily ever after. However, the prince set his mind& made his choice to choose freedom over his love. Till one fine night on our trip, he got so drunk that he spilled all out... &the truth reveals. All the heataches.. hidden deep beneath were burning. Be strong.. hahas ~

AHhHh.. My best RoomMate.. !~

Thank for always waiting for me. Cause i'm always last minute in terms of packing. &you would even have to pack for me at times. Thanks girl !

Gawfeww& me. ! ( Haas.. i've been a big bully! )

Thanks for staying up& watch me sleep before huifen return cause i seriously don't dare going to bed alone.&the supper nights! Haas...

Me& JianYu !!!

The Cutest Malay Girl in my class - Ain.

It's keith here.

One of the mr.drunkard. Weak drinker.. hahas ! S
TALKER! Stole my tibits.. haahs.. !

Me& Dominic.

It took me a year to realise that hes actually my primary school mate. Hes really a mr. sweet. The song he compose for **** was really great. Sadly, he couldn't win her heart& many unhappy things happen throughout the trip. Cheer up DOM !

The funniest guy.. marshall. !

This guy here was forced to stay awake by me using violence. Wahaas.. i was constantly hitting his **** using the water bottle& hes always trying to stay awake.. super funny!

Joseph planned it all.

I knew it! This young chap here gotten a hainan university girlfriend on our school visit. Haas.. someone is so popular among girls ~

On the other hand..

Sometimes, baby could be the sweetest thing existing.

On the 12 april.. baby came all the way down to the budget terminal to give me a SURPRISE!
But this dumb dumb lied to me that he didn't come& so i made him waited for me for an hour.
Can't blame.. was actually choosing perfumes as souviniors to give away!!!

Gotten the Armani& Estee Lauder collections.
Hopefully, everyone like it.. especially baby.!
Sorry, there isn't anything to get from you from Hainan.

Exit the budget termnial& threw all my barang barang to babyy.
Hugged my baby after like 8 days not seeing him.
Arrgh, miss him so much !

Aftermath, we board the cab back to his place.
&he passed me this lovely keychain along the way.
Couple keychains.! Love it to the max.. ! :) Nice isn't it ?!

With our faces laser-ed on it& names&the date we got together engraved at the back. !

Thou, it was kind of costly.
Dumbdumb always spend such money.. !~
Still, thanks baby. !

The Jap Doll Mummy brought from Tokyo& the keychain baby gave.

Thanks for all the efforts.
Coming down& passing me the lovely keychain.

Ilove you.
And i always do..

2009-04-07T21:02:00.004+08:00

My stay in Hainan.

Hello. I'm in hainan now..
Slacking in the hotel's lan shop!

Arrgh. Rather boring now cause it's late night.
&babys in singapore.
:(

Off to stone.
Theres simply nothing better than smoking.

It's FREE SMOKING everywhere.
Regardless of whether youre in restuarant/hotel/lobby/ simply anywhere.

I need my supper soon.
Hopefully, the guys could stop playing DOTA !~

2009-03-31T17:50:00.003+08:00

My final request.
Seriously, i hoped you've found your stand now.

2009-03-29T12:09:00.003+08:00

Bullshits.

You told me our promises were just bullshits.
Even if it reach till the point, i never once thought of it as one.
I looked into your eyes& i felt so betrayed.

Why did you promise without hesitation?
When you didn't actually mean what you said.

I never once lied.
I never once broke any promises i made to you.
Caused i mean every single word i said to you.

If only there is.
I only broke the rules for once.
But still, i kept to the promise i made to you regardless of anything.

I know my attitude was bad.
I know how how ugly i am deep down.
But still, you promise to walk with me through everything.

Do you know how much your word meant to me?
Now it's zero.

I guess i was wrong.
Afterall, i'm still alone living.

At that point of time.
I tried calling for help but after a moment.. i hold back and stopped.
I guessed i've reached till a point that i don't need any.

I'm always dependent.
But i guessed it's time for me to be alone.

This time.. tell me again.. what are promises ?

2009-03-26T19:22:00.004+08:00

Question.

I dropped my phone twice since yesterday.
I made people wasted their time waiting.
I raised my voice as my friend was constantly giving me reminders and rushing me.
I stayed awake till 5am this morning doing nothing.

Nuts know what happen to me.
Or what actually happen to the world.

2009-03-23T22:16:00.006+08:00

Birthday marathon.

Had my iz-link made on friday.
Went to retake the passport size photo as baby wasn't pleased with the previous one.
Thou, he still claimed that i didn't smile here!

The previous attempt ! ( Qurrelled with baby that day so look kind of stiff here )

The second attempt !

In the night.
Had HK cafe with baby over Yishun.

Cute ? Haas.

Hungry Hungry !!!

Saturday was Joyce& Amos birthday( cousins ).
&we had mj session till mid-night.

Aren't they loving ? I wished i've a family like them.

As for sunday.
It was baby's daddy birthday.
Had a simple dinner over the " Bottle Tree Park "
but the food there wasn't as nice as expected !

Then the night was a real rush.
Thanks to matt for being there to phone me& help me out with my Hainan GC Report.
Whilst baby was at the side downloading his songs as usual ! ( At least he waited before going to bed.. haas )

When i'm almost done, i turned to baby and ask.

Ces : Why aren't you helping me ?!
Baby : Even singapore's president need his DAY OFF!
Ces : So you mean you're gonna stop caring for me for this moment?
Baby : Nah. But youre my universe. So my love for you is infinate.
Ces : Haas. Getting smarter !

Well, baby is back home.
I'm so late to meet him.

Shit. ! Off to bus. ! BB. !

2009-03-20T10:33:00.003+08:00

Sinful.

I guessed i broke the rules without initiating.
Yet, i seriously tried all means to get home in a conscious state.

I made my stand clear.
But still, the situation was somehow screwed up.

Perhaps, i shouldn't have been out for a drink in the first place.
I should have been obedient& stayed at home.
But somehow, boredom just got a better of me.

I'm in a lobster state now.
Pretty sober yet the itchiness is seriously killing me.

Baby, i'm sorry for being 不够成熟!

2009-03-18T18:23:00.008+08:00

Dayout with my sweetie yen.

Cabbed down to sarangoon the first moment i woke up to accompany this sweetie as shes there to pass her customer the corsets.

Had lunch over this shophouse.
&the boss was so nice lur.
Offer to give us a ride over Sarangoon Garden as we were finding our way there. Haas.

Thou, i din really enjoyed the food as much as yencheng does.
But still, the people there were friendly so i pretty much enjoy hanging out there.
Especially with the pressence of my lovely girl.

So we had our yogurt ice cream& chilled a little.
Before catching our bus ride home.

Haas. Yencheng taught me to " SMILE " over the ice cream house.

She's so lovely, isn't she ?

2 more days for baby to book out.
Misses you so much!

2009-03-18T02:32:00.008+08:00

:)

Just came back home from supper with Gabriel.
Had Mac Donalds' over Kallang.
&i'm seriously guilty for having chocolate sunday& those fried chicken at such late hour.

&what's worst.
On two days straight.
Had supper over Jalan Kayu prata house with yencheng, robin& people yesterday night.

Thanks people for taking the hussle to come all over.

Anyway, it's my maid birthday today.
Happy birthday girl !

&mummy was so nice to brew soup for me.
:)

Haas. Somehow, i just love such joyful occasion.
Hearts the birthday cake even thou i don't really fancy cakes.

Hmm.. everyone is saying that i've been in a good mood today. !
No Swings like before.. do i really have bad swings often ?

Guessed it's all because of the drama " Boys over flowers "
JoonPyo finally hugged Jandi at the episode 20 after so many episodes.
&Jihoo is also one step closer to reconcile with his grandfather.
Haas. Loves!

Haas. i'm going to bom bom.
Sweet, i miss you.

2009-03-16T19:15:00.006+08:00

Clumsy me.

I lost my iz-link card again.
Frown. Yes, it's again.

School was arrgh not so good.
After losing my iz-link card, i seriously have no mood for any other thing.

But well, i want to thank mummy for being so understanding.
I seriously am so in love with my new phone.
Except for the part that i always have to spend years typing messages.

My date with baby on sunday was superb.
Loves.

In the morning, baby came back& woke me up with kisses& hugs.
Was rather happy to see him as i spend the entire lying on the bed alone.
Thanks to matt for talking on phone with me to keep me companied.

Aftermath, we got ourselves ready& headed out for lunch over at LongJohnSilver.
Hearts the fish prawn!
&mrt-ed down Sim Lim Square for baby's Cowon& my babysumsung skin protector.

I always wonder why my face look so big w/o specs.

Managed to get baby's after searching the entire of first& second floor.
&by the point of time, my killer heels were really killing both of my legs.
But it's not yet over.. !

After which, we went down to the Suntec IT fair for my SD memory card.
Baby was so frustrated but the good thing is that he didn't vent his anger at him.
He was still patient as he squeeze through the crowd to get me my memory card for my new phone.

:) On the later part, went for Auntie Anne's before settling down for the movie " Hotels for dog " over the Eng Wah cinema at suntec with baby.
For the first time i believe.
Thou baby claimed that we've been there before. ( In your dreams! )

&had dinner over the hindu restuarant before heading back.
The indian food there was really STAR ** !
Yes, pretty much enjoyed it.

Forced baby to take a couple of photos to put as display for my phone.

My charming baby! ( He claimed that it was the first time i put him under the HANDSOME category )

&while training back, i snap snap snap ! >.<

Anyway, baby is in camp now.
&he just msged me that hes rather busy as he've got all the shit to do.
Love you too baby. !

Call me soon alright? Mak Mak :)

2009-03-14T19:43:00.005+08:00

Hearts sumsung.

Francesca is a happyy girl now.
Cause she've got her new Pink Sumsung F480.
Loves.

Baby is in camp now.
Playing his pool game whilst doing his guard duty.
What a smart one!

Anyway, baby came out yesterday // happyhappy ~
&we went to watch " Dragonball evolution " over the yishun GV.
Met weinie& people over the coffee shop nearby& chill a little while before heading back.

:) Buddy wenxing is on his way here.
So i'll not be alone for dinner.

Thanks.

How dumbdumb i actually look in school. !

Paranoid/ arrgh i dunno. Yes.. some idiot actually took w/o me knowing.

Watch out.! i'm going to snap all the ** photos of you people in hainan.
Wee!

2009-03-13T16:36:00.005+08:00

I need my pillows.

Just came back from the musuem.
Trained back from clark quey& i'm really dead beat by then.

Finally, i'm bathed& siting infront of baby's desktop waiting for his return.

Yesterday was a rather tiring day.
Went for gym session with jiayin over the grassroot club.
&majiong session till morning over philbert's together with weinie& ruiwen.

Managed to win back my losses at the third round of majiong.
Yes! Caused i seriously have to brush up my skills for mj& stop depending on my luck.

Haven even catch a single nap since yesterday.
Yawn..

Anyway, mummy is probably bringing me to sign up my new line tomorrow.
Which phone could be of a better choice? Hmm.. Not so complex for me!

Arrgh.
Kind of headache.
Having a tough time searching for boys over flowers episode 19 which contain eng subs.
But had roughly finish reading it's summary for the episode 19.

Seriously, the boys are so cute.
Yummy.

Hearts all of them.
Greedy me.. grins :)

2009-03-11T22:44:00.005+08:00

Passed.

Great.
My semester 2 results are out.
&i've managed to pull up my GPA to slightly better.

What a pity.
If only i've done well for semester 1.
But afterall, at least i didn't get any sub papers.

Anyway, baby came out today.
&we went to watch " Watchmen " which lasted over 3 hours.
Love baby's company.

:) Well, baby is beside me suffing net.
&i'm off to listen to my current fav song - nobody by the wondergirls.

2009-03-10T18:20:00.003+08:00

Miss you finally.

My back is aching.
&my contact lances are drying up.

I'm so damn tired that i could hardly drag myself into the washroom and have my lances change.
Yes. Rather lazy as usual.

Baby is in camp.
&i'm so dying to see him.

But i doubt i'm able to have a glance of him.
For at least not today as he've already came out yesterday.

It was rather sweet watching movie with him in the night with his laptop whilst lying down.
I just love moment like this.

Miss you sweetie.
Come back home soon alright?

2009-03-07T14:16:00.002+08:00

White lies.

Babyy lied to me over A mp3 player.
&made me went mad over it.

He said he did it as he didn't bear to watch me sad.
But well, A lie is still A lie.

Afterall, everything is fine now.
&i'm feeling wayy better.

:) Trip down bugis.
Byebye.

2009-03-06T15:06:00.006+08:00

Great time with people.

The event for yesterday was great.
Felicia was having some personal problems so weinie came in as a replacement.
Had a fun time working with rebecca& weinie.

I guess i need a taller heels to stand beside her.

Me& sexy rebecca.

Taken by the photographer.

The job was rather easy.
We were just assigned to sit at the counter& wait for people to approach for their attendence.
And it all ended off with some nice high tea cakes.

After work, baby came all the way down from home after booking out to fetch me.
&he waited for an hour for me to end.
Thanks baby.. muacks !

Finished off the work.
&we girls all followed boyfriend down Marrakesh Moroccan over clark quey for sisha.
:)

Had a great time chilling with people after a long day with my killer heels.
Thank sweets for the company.

2009-03-05T14:06:00.002+08:00

Hehoo.

Baby is coming out again today.
Yes like always.
Baby is the besst boyyfriend right?

So yesterday.
Baby booked out& brought me for the movie " Hes just not into you! "
Great show.. my kind of show.. !

Anyway, i'm going down to pay for something before meeting Rebbeca for the job.
Shall be working at the Fort Canning Park with Felicia& her tonight.
:)

Off to bom bom bom !

2009-03-04T13:18:00.007+08:00

Rojak feeling.

Yesterday.
He came back home again.
This time his friend fetched him home.
:)

So, dia& me came down to his place.
&we have majiong session with him& his family.

I'm the winner of the day.
But he also won A $4.
Not bad not bad.

Sorry for organising all this majiong session.
Should have spend time alone with you instead right?

Haa.
Hes back in camp now.
Misses.

Sometimes, i do hate you for a particular reason.
Maybe it's because i love.

2009-03-03T12:56:00.003+08:00

Lil Surprise!

Just came back from baby's .
&my tummy is feeling a lil pain as mens is coming.
:(

Anway, mummy had gotten me a Diorissime makeup palette& some tokyo disney keychains.
&she had offered to give me more $$ for my upcoming hainan trip.
Thanks mummyy !

Baby is in camp now.
Shall wait till friday to see my cute little baby.

Yesterday, had swimming with jiayin& yencheng over yencheng's aunt condo.
Had sauna& almost die in there as yencheng heat up the room up to 46 degree.
Till the extend that i can't even open my eyes !!! Laughs.

Aftermath.
Run across the street with our wet tower like mad women under the rain to the bus stop.
&bus-ed over to causeway for PIZZA TIME!

&i was so busily eating PIZZA that i didn't hear baby's phone call.

So i called back& he was like " Surprise! i'm home. "
Haas. Thought he was busy at the moment& the next moment hes back home.

:) Loves.
Thank for the efforts made.

So, i quickly trained back& accompanied baby for his dinner.
Afterwards, mj session with weinie& ruiwen.
Lost 4 bucks to baby.. big improvement!

Round of applause.

Alright, i'm off to get things done.

2009-02-28T16:27:00.004+08:00

I just like it sweet& simple.

Had movies for both friday& saturday.

On friday night.
" Marley& me " which made me cried so badly.
Caused it just somehow reminds me of my first dog " BoBo "

On saturday afternoon.
" Let the right one in " which pissed me so much.
It's just a spanish version of twilight.. A lousier& low-rated one !

After the show, played basketball over at the arcade with baby.
&he lost to me!

Haas. Train harder& i'll try harder for our next bowling game too!
Soon, i'll win you in bowling.. !

Gotten a new purple set of lingerie at warcoal from Dia.
How lovely? Haas.

Somehow, i just begin to fancy lingerie now.
Loves.

Alright. It's now a rainy sunday noon.

Baby& i had basketball session in the early afternoon.
Yes. Sunblock all over the body before going under the big damn sun.

Super hot weather i swear.
Haas. It's been a long time since i last sweat !

Hmm.
Cooked magee for baby for the first time& now hes sleeping soundly.

I've got to have some rest before fetching mummy.
Shes back from jap :)

2009-02-26T13:02:00.005+08:00

Felicia's eighteen birthday celebration down east coast.

Holiday have just started.
Woo !

It was a simple& sweet birthday celebration organised by her love, jason.

Well, baby was the chicken wing chef for the night.

The pretty birthday girl trying to take the candle out using her mouth.

&guess what's the funniest part throughout?
Terrance wanted his share of the cake to be given right before others..
&we just couldn't stop laughing at him as we all have thought he could not resist the temptation of it
which is kind of related to his body size.

Then in a way to help himself he speak up
&start saying things like " felicia, you're OLD already! "

Haas.. i was like " I thought you're older? "
&he was like " That's why i'm more mature! "

Laughs.. yes we are able to figure that out from your body size !
Haas.. all thanks to him.. i've not been laughing like a crazy ass for ages!

What a joyful occasion we had !

May all your wishes come true! Loves.

2009-02-24T17:48:00.005+08:00

I NEED A SCREWDRIVER FOR MY BRAIN.

Cmaths was simpler than i've thought.
But well, careless mistakes do occur cause i rushed to finish it off in a short period of 1 hour.
Despite of an entire 2 hr paper as i was suppose to have something on but it was postpone.

Dia was being a nicey to send me to school.
&even brought me for steaks over tampines mall along the way there.
So yup, lunch was great.. the medium well steak tasted just perfect. !

But wait.
Baby& i had a tiff again.
This time, i raised my voice& threw him a millon of questions.

I was so bothered.
I guessed i was being quite of a meanie.
&somehow, i couldn't get the points he was trying hard to interprate.

But guess why.
I've insomnia as baby isn't around in the night.
I seriously can't put myself to bed last night& spend time masking.

&this is the reason why i tend to throw tantrum much easier then before.

Thou, baby was tougher than ever.
I guessed this is why we're together.

Cause it often requires a tough guy to handle a tough girl. like me with 5 characteristics which include unreasonable, childish, bad-tempered, random& emo.
Haas.

Laziness counts ?

Okay, i'm random i know.

Felicia's birthday BBQ falls on tomorrow.
Baby promised to book out& accompanied me there..

With bicycle rides.
Loves.

Sigh.
Is this some sort of teenage age crisis?
My mood is changing 360 degrees every moment.

AHHH..
Dia is cooking& the smell is weee..!

Arrgh.
I'm hungry.. i've got to have my dinner before spending the night mugging for my last paper.

DCNK i'm here to come !

2009-02-23T16:35:00.003+08:00

Apart from reality

Seems like my world is breaking down.
Deep down it's tearing apart.

I was the one at fault& the one to be blame.
What's with me?

Somehow, i got myself into a tougher situation.
I simply destroyed the things that seem almost perfect infront of me.

You replied with no hesitation.
It was harsh, it was a moment of folly.

But still, i've to jolly well accept the fact that i've forced it upon you.

Now, everything is back on track.
But every now& then, i'm still insecure.

I guessed i'm crazy.
Like before.

I wish all could have left unsaid.
I just want to be like before.

I've to go hid in my blankets now.
I'm tired.

Goodnight.
I'll see you soon.. misses!

2009-02-20T07:09:00.002+08:00

OOPG is the killer.

Ass.
Can you imagine how dumb i am?

Wake up at the middle of th night like 4 am to mug for my oopg.
&came to realise that it was 2.30 pm test in the afternoon later..
&not 9.30am in the morning.

Stupid java cut into my sleep.
Arrgh..

Spend almost everynight till morning watching the korean version of boys ovr flowers.
Dia is the *** that introduce me this show& yes i totally didn't touch my book..
&spend like 8 hours watching/day.

And for yesterday..
I head over baby's as he came back home for field camp.
Wheres the time for revision?..

Arrgh.. whatever it is..
I've got to get back to sleep..
Baby was dumb enough to forget about his phone..

2009-02-18T20:41:00.003+08:00

Study Study !

Struggling through cmaths.
Arithmatic& geometric progression sucks big time.

Please let me complete all by tonight& so i could start drilling in java codes.
Arrgh..

Anyway, headed down town with jiayin today.
Sadly, yencheng couldn't tag along as she wasn't allowed to. Sucks!
Got to have lunch over at " Din Tai Fung " like finally :)

Off to study before my drama show.
Misses love.

2009-02-17T19:21:00.003+08:00

Study week.

Home throughout the entire day.
as baby is at outfield.

Missing me terribly? Haas.
I know you do.. but definately not as much as i do.
So never doubt about me k..I would never forget about you.. !

I'm not you.
Haas.

Hmm.
Only managed to complete cmaths tutorial 5 before i gone to bed last night.
Bad girl.. so i'm starting my cmaths revision at 8pm.

Off to rest for another half an hour before starting t study.

Baby, i miss you.
Love you always.

2009-02-16T17:57:00.002+08:00

Baby's good girl.

My heart still melts each time i see the roses.
Loves.

Anyway, missed OOPG make-up lesson as i've over-slept.
&went for the hainan talk instead.
Damn. Baby would be left alone in singapore for 8 days. ( Be good& wait for my return alright? )

Well, i've been a good girl today.
Caused i've got a bet with baby.
&i'm sure i could do it.

Mummy cooked my favourite dishes.
Yum.. happy!
It's been ages since she last cook.

Well, shes leaving for japan on the 20th..
&i'll be having exams for the period.
" jealous! jealous! "

I'm going to complete 2 chapter of tutorials for cmaths tonight.
Hopefully, i do.

Off my dinner.
:)

2009-02-15T23:39:00.016+08:00

I wanted someone like you.
someone who i could hold on to.

Had a wonderful valentines' day with baby.
He made the day just perfect for me.
I guessed it's the best valentines' i ever had.

Thanks for all the efforts you've put in.
I enjoyed myself.. Loves!

[ On valentines' day ]

Waited for baby till 4am& went down alone for food.
Yes, was rather hungry so i couldn't stand anymore.

Aftermath, headed home& fall asleep on the bed whilst waiting.

In the morning, woke up as baby hugged me close to him.
And the first time he said was " Let's wake up& i've the day all planned for you "
&added " Lets have lunch over at Din Tai Fung ! "

Loves.
Baby know me so well.
I would definately love to.

Haa. &the first question i had for him was " Are the champagne roses on the living room's majiong table mine? "
Hmm. He flipped to the other side& blushed as he said " Of course it's for you, if not who you think! "

I love the roses. So much!

Haas. Well, for that he was forgiven.
Caused baby made me waited so long for the night.

So happily, i went down the bed& brushed my teeth.

&when i headed back to the room& lay down on the bed.
Baby came to me& passed me my valentine's pressie.

Tiffany& co. dragonfly diamond necklace. A rather unique design.

Dumbdumb spent much more than his month's pay for that.
But well, i love it.

&i passed him the frame i made for him.
I guessed i'm quite a failure as a girlfriend..

Sorry baby, for not being able to give you as much as you've gave to me.
Hope you didn't regretted celebrating it with me.. cause you know iloveyou.

Aftermath, we watched the korean drama show as we've our breakfast.
Congee cooked by his daddy.
:)I've learned to eat sotong.

After the show, baby waited for me to get prepare.
&we set off for wisma for " Din Tai Fung "
Yum yum before heading vivo for movie as baby booked the tickets.

Gold class was sold out. What a coincidence. !
So we're going for it next weekend.
:)

Caught "Valkyrie"& it was not-so-bad.
Perhaps, it's because Thom cruise is featuring the show.

Next stop. Clark Quey for " The SteakHouse "
The medium well steak tasted just nice for me.
&the mango cocktail baby introduced to me..yum!

Each table was given a rose.
Loves.
Thou, it died a lil while later as i didn't took good care of it.

It's hard to smile lur, baby! Baby want me to start practising with the mirror. Haas.. !

I know my smile is terrible here.

Yes, the way he smile is way better.

Haas.
Pretty much enjoyed the ambience.
With baby correcting me the way to read ambience.. yes it's " am-byonce " !

&the funiest part was.
I got a lil tipsy after the mango cocktail..&my rashes did came back a lil.
So yup, turned Lobster! Haas..

After dining, headed off for sisha.
&Baby ordered Lambo, this lychee cocktail ( is it ? ) &grape flavour's sisha.

Me& baby.

Hmm. Lambo tasted kind of minty whilst the lychee cocktail was really nice.
Nice!

Ended with sisha.
&we headed for cabs& the queue was 123124910 long.

Dropped off at cine to meet up Rui Wen& WeiNie- the lovely couple.
&took the lift up to book a time slot for Kbox before heading for pool session.

Baby won.
Yes, it's of course i give him the chance.
Pig. !

After him winning, kbox till morning with WeiNie, Ruiwen, Lester& his girlfriend.

Sweetest voice: Lester girlfriend
Loudest& sharpest voice: My boyfriend yes.
Best voice award: Lester
Perfect pronunciation: WeiNie
Man-est voice: Ruiwen
& noisy me.

Haas. Baby voice was arrhh.. lovely for me.

&this is all how we ended the day.

Ohmy, sarah had just gotten lovely dresses for babyces in the pet society.
BabyCes should be damn happy lur.
&baby've even gotten red roses on valentines' day from other pet. Haas..

Dia accepted it from that person.
So hmm.. shall just be happy that i've gotten roses& that's it !

Lastly, i'm going to end here with a neoprint baby& i took some time ago.

I'm seriously happy to have got you.
Caused you change everything.

Baby, i love you.
Goodnight.. sleep well in camp.!

Note : ( Remember to apply some cream for ur cut )

2009-02-14T04:31:00.003+08:00

Happy valentines' day.

Playing pet's society race..
Compete with 2 other pets each time but i'm always getting the third.
Rahh.. i swear i'll get my first 30 gold coins.

Ces hasn't got herself a valentine's skirt.
The skirt that i eyed is like 2k man.
I guessed i've t make her run till she die in order to buy it.
Sigh, i so want to get for her for this valentines' day.

Waiting for baby to be back from from val's birthday.
I was pretty angry earlier on.. cause baby neglected me& didn't msg me.

I was so poor thing lur.
All alone at home siting infront of my lappy& sad throughout the 3 hours before you actually did remembered to msg me.
Nearly die of boredom!

Thou, baby cabbed back on wednesday& thursday night to spend through with me.
:) ILoveSpendingTimeWithLove.

So.. forgiven for the current moment.!
Muacks *^*

2009-02-11T20:30:00.006+08:00

CHEESY BURGER& MAC wings for dinner.

Francesca is in a foul mood.
Seriously am not happy.

With like no reasons once again. Yes, i'm always random.!

Anyway, baby accompanied me throughout the night yesterday.
&headed back to camp early like 5am.
Sorry to make you rush out even thou your schedule was rather packed.
&the expensive cab fares with the damn mid-night charges.

But well, i'm really happy to get to see you.
:)

Well, back to my mood swing.

I've got to prepare for my 3 min cmsk presentation tomorrow.
Whilst waiting for my mac delivery to come ( how fattening? )
But i'm hungry lur.. !

Miiss baby.. Can't wait to see him!

2009-02-10T22:05:00.003+08:00

Baby came to rescue my lonely tuesday night.

Finally, i'm all done with my valentines' gift.
First time giving away& it's of handmade.

Well, hopefully he liked it.

These few days had been busy with school work as exams are starting from this friday.
Sadly, just a day before valentines'& baby would be spending his friday night over val's b'dae party.

Anyway, i got to go off.
Baby is booking out for me.
Loves.

2009-02-09T00:30:00.003+08:00

Blank.. teehee

Yippy. Francesca is the big majiong winner for the night.
Baby still can't believed when i won with the last tile " 5 wan "
Haas. Lucky lucky!

Same goes to friday night.
Had majiong session with weinie, her boyfriend rui wen& baby.
Won the three of them.

Well, i know it only happen once in a blue moon.
But i still much enjoy the sensation of winning.

:)

Saturday was lovely.
Caught the movie " the curious case of benjiamin button" with baby.
It was real great.. !

&headed for party world session right after the movie.
Sang for a total of 4 hours with baby.
It's like 2 years since i last went there.

:) Loves

2009-02-06T00:56:00.002+08:00

Boy, i love you.

Just finished talking on phone with precious.
Loves.

Haa.
Baby was nicey.
He booked out of camp to accompany me till 4am before booking again.
Rate : very good ( currently ) haas!

Came back not long ago from admiraty.
Had a long chat with yencheng there.
Cheer up girl, don't overstress yourself over money issues.

Meeting my girls down town tomorrow afternoon.
Before baby book out& look for me in town to accompany me.
:)

Waiting for my birdnest to warm up.
I'm hungry but too fat to eat.

I've bet with baby to slim down.
But i guessed it's a lil harder than i expect.

Off to bom bom before mask time!
Break-out period :!(

2009-02-04T14:47:00.002+08:00

All alone in lab.
Feeling rather unwell& tired.

Japanese cds had finally ended.
Today's role play wasn't well-planned but still considered smooth i guess.
At least, group members all completed it as a whole.

Dcnk presentation was smooth.
Except for the parts where i've to do re-editing.
&coming up with an excuse to make up for ran's absence.

Re-edited.
I'm bored& i'm meeting baby later.

Confusion.
I pushed it away from me.. this time i really do.
Caused i thought we could be good as friends thou it was obvious we're far away from that category.

But well, you seem unwilling.
Hope things change.. &we could be like friends just like before.

unwell unwell unwell. hmmmm !

2009-02-03T20:43:00.002+08:00

Night movie.

Still am stuck with my japanese script.
Ass.. it's killing me!

Going down town for movie.
Well, i guess i just can't stay home in the night after a long strained day in school.
Had been projecting DCNK throughout the entire afternoon.

It's time for a break.

Had baby's companion last night.
It's always great to have him around.
Hes coming out tomorrow night.. So am looking forward for it.

Misses.
My love.

I've got to bom bom.
:)

2009-02-02T06:53:00.004+08:00

My weekend with baby.

Baby is right asleep beside me now.
Feeling rather tired after the long wait i had with baby over A&E.

Saturday was great.
Baby brought me& mummy for ding tai fung.
Missed the fried rice there! yum~

&we headed for neoprints :)
Before going ruiwen's for majiong.
Hes damn lucky i swear. . & yes we kept losing.

&til then.
I realised.
My lovely girl wn had gotten together with him. Pig! Haas.

As for sunday.
Watched " Underworld " and had a little tiff with baby after the show.
Sorry for not standing in your position to think.

I guess i've to be more mature.
&that doesn't mean by saying.

I'm skipping cmaths tut.
Off for an hour nap before the long travel to school.

Morning.
Loves.

2009-01-31T02:21:00.003+08:00

Shopping time with baby!

Back home.

Towned with baby today.
Had fun shopping.
New chalone lingerie, guess heels and etc.

It's been a long time since i last shop.
More to come? Haas.

Watched two movies.
Chandni chowk to china& the wedding game.
Somehow, both turn out to be not so bad.

Well, at least better than i expected from.
:)

Baby is out to meet his buddy.
&i'm pretty stuck with my japanese script.

Morning everyone.
Loves.

2009-01-29T04:09:00.005+08:00

Baby back home~

My right eye is sore right now.
Rubbing caused it.. what an ass!

Shit happen today.
Pms fall on the exact same date as last month.
How cool?

My holiday is so spoilt.
I can't fucking do sports.
I need to slim slim slim down lur.

Baby is sleeping soundly beside me noq.
My eyes are closing.
I'm super tired after staying up late for long hours lately.

Turning in !

....

You turned back& look.
Yet you knew you could never change yourself.
Just like the way you express yourself.

It would never change.
Caused nothing matters more than yourself.

I can't judge. No idea.

2009-01-27T20:59:00.003+08:00

Love..

Had a clearer picture of things now.
Perhaps, it's all fated.
We shall stay good friends.

Will come out soon.. no worries.
:)

Baby is coming back tomorrow.
Happy to see his call yesterday.
sweets !

Japanese script to be done before joshua do the translation.
Goodnight baby& people.

Seeyou tomorrow night.

2009-01-26T21:00:00.004+08:00

Baby, Come back quick!

Baby, i'm freaking sad w/o you here.
Everyone is bullying me.

This NewYear is so bad.
The worst i had before.
Sigh..

I need you to come to my rescue.
NowNowNow!

And for that, i would have to wait til wednesday.
What's the more pathetic part?
I've school on that day.. Ass !!!

Going to bath now.
Waiting for your call from KL.

Loves. !~

2009-01-25T15:44:00.003+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year Eve.

Just woken up.
Baby is gone for m'sia for his renuion dinner& celebration of CNY.

No approvals from mummy.
So i've to stay in singaopore luh.

Yesterday.
Dia woke me up in the morning and brought me for LongJohn breakfast.
Thumbs up.. it was really nice!

Aftermath, brought baby's mac doanal's breakfast& mrt-ed over baby's.
Passed him his breakfast.
&he only tried half piece of my cookie.

See how mean luh.
Though, he claimed all were of edible condition.
At least, i've tried baking for the first time.

Accompanied baby for shopping.
&he brought so many things.

Well, i brought none.
Nothing really caught my eyes.
So, i shall do some shopping after CNY again.

Pig was so mean.
I told him that his burberry's paperbag was nice.
&he was like.. hee you can have the bag instead.

Subway for dinner.
&we had a little conflict.
Sorry for scolding you.

So that's how i end my day yesterday.
After majiong-ing the whole night with his family,
i was left sleeping alone as they set off for the trip.

Baby will be coming back on wed.
Hopefully, he enjoy his NewYear there.

I'm off to prepare to go home for my renuion dinner.
Dia will sure be there complaining if im late.

2009-01-24T01:21:00.005+08:00

Bakery session.

Missed baby's phone call.
Guessed that pig had fallen asleep.

Despite of spending a wild night over powerhouse,
i headed jiayin house for baking tutorial.

First lesson note : Microwave is not an oven.

Yes.
I seriously don't understand why cookies can't be bake using A microwave.

Headed to Jiayin house& played majiong.
In the meanwhile, we were making cookies too!

BenKwang, i did made them together with Jiayin alright?
Just that i don't know how to use the oven& didn't take a close lookout for the timing.
&due to that there're lots of Chao Ta ones.

The first attempt. Too big!

Thanks jiayin for saving my day.
Most were still of edible condition.

Seeing baby early in the morning.
Hopefully, they looked edible or him.

Loves.
I've got to have an early rest to meet my baby.
:)

2009-01-23T11:58:00.005+08:00

Surprise!

School was considered smooth yesterday.
For at least, i made it in time for my cmsk project& able to complete a lil section of oopg(Thanks)

After school.
Baby called me& i was so surprised that he said he've brought movie tickets over at vivo city.
Was damn happy luh.

I thought he was suppose to book in..
But he said that he've told me about it.. Guess i wasn't paying attention after you rush home late the night before.

Mrt-ed to vivo city.
&made it in time for our first move " Love Matters "
A lousy movie i shall say.

Thou, i still enjoyed baby's companion.

Aftermath.
We went to have " Ba Ku Teh " before seeing the second movie.

Baby brought Gold Class seats for the movie " InkHeart "
Haas. Pretty much enjoyed it!
Caused it's the first time i watched a movie there.

It was lovely of baby to travel all the way to vivo city to get tickets for the movie before i ended my school to give me a surprise.
And even gotten the Gold class tickets.
Hearts.

Anyway,
Baby booked in today.
So i'm going over to jia yin's house for some bakery& majiong session.

Cheryl and suki seem so eager to bring me to powerhouse.
Haas.. miss grinding me?
Loves. You people enjoy!

2009-01-21T19:12:00.002+08:00

Sweetie back home

Just reached baby's.
Seriously, hate the route to his house.
969 run almost all of the singapore before i could drop of th bus& walk a thousand miles.

Lazy me as usual.
See.. your thunder thighs caused it!

But well, for a glance of baby, i would.
Whilst waiting for my sweet to be back, i shall start on my cmsk projecting.

Japanese listening was so bad.
FOM presentation aren't any better.
But well, i've to thank Gaw for helping so much.

Hmm. Do i really look that indecent when you first saw me?
HurHur, or are we one of a kind?
Haas.. arrgh.. Not funny. !

Anyway, baby's mummy got me " ba gua "
Haas. i'm so going to be fat this new year.

Movie-ing tonight?
Please come back early, love/ass !

2009-01-19T20:01:00.003+08:00

Happy 2 Months Anni.

Heartless had totally forgotten about it i guessed.
Hes out for field camp so probably out of reach.

He didn't even send me a msg.
Telling me.. " Baby, happy 2 month together ! "
Pretty much expected.. Asshole.

Arrgh.
Frustrated. Sad. Maybe not so. But. Yet.

Francesca. Admit it.

YOU'RE SO FORGOTTEN BY THAT BUST.

But uh.. he did msg me that hes seeing me soon..
And this seem like he really do miss me somehow..

Yes, as i said somehow.
What a big booboo. Sigh!

Anyway, screwed my cmaths today.
Guessed theres too much of distractions recently.
I've got to be more serious with my work. !

2009-01-18T18:21:00.007+08:00

Sweetie, i miss you!

Me& loves over powerhouse.

Dia's friend, Suki joined us.

My bestie. She've slimed down so much.

Dollie weinie& RuiWen.

Oh yes.. before i've forgotten.
I've got rayson& joey's scandal photos.
Get down dirty over st.james powerhouse uh.

#1 pic.

Hopefully, he won't kill me when he see this.

My one& only.

Weekend was great as i've got baby with me.

Baby was such a sweetie to slide our photo int his alarm clock& place it at the side table.
Loves.

&actually spend free time in camp thinking about our taiwan trip somewhere this year.
Sweet isn't it? ha.

Seeing you on wednesday.
Great great great! Movie-ing!
Thanks for booking out for me. Haa.

Baby is camp with his boss duty now.
All alone home :(
But Dia cooked " ah sum fish " for me :)

2009-01-17T13:57:00.003+08:00

School girl.

Ha. Finally i've time to update.
Spent my friday at hm repainting my nails.
I need some crystals to make it look more prettya.

Thinking of crystals, where have Yuqi been?
She seem missing for a moment.
Msg me when you see this alright ?
( Shes super good in making nail arts )

Recently, have been pretty busy with my projects& tests.
I guess i only had 2-3 hours of sleep daily cause of these.
Next week's schedule is already packed too!

Anyway.
I've got to thank people who had helped me through all these.
" Thanks " Buck, danny& baby.

Hmm.
Tonight will be going down powerhouse with baby, jiayin, her hubby, cheryl& weinie.
Shall have some release after those stressful days i had previously.

Baby is booking in tomorrow morning.
Frown, i shall spend my day home studying cmaths& finish up my cmsk draft then.

Hes out with his fellow army clicks for some business plans.
&i shall spend some time watching 敗犬女王 !
Loves.

2009-01-12T23:58:00.005+08:00

Java-ing sucks to the max!
( cause i type too much/fast, i broke my nails :< ! )

Just came home from Pasir Ris.
Alys came down tamp together with shawni to fetch me.
Had a day out for a walk with baby nini.
It's been long... &now i'm having a slight eye infection.!
:(

Baby had gone to sleep.
I shall better blog fast& java a lil before getting ready for bed.

Weekend was great.
Spent it with my lovely baby as usual.
Haa.

On saturday.
Had my rebonding done& headed down town for a date with baby.
Am super not satisfied with the rebonding cause it's not fucking straight.

Oh, perhaps a little yes.

Dined at Thai express.
&shopped around town.
Brought white dresses but not any other color suits me!
sigh, i want to be more colourful :(

Bb gotten me a lv coin purse over DFS.

Thanks love.

&well, headed yishun GV for Red Cliff.
Great show! Haas.. but missed the chance to watch OngBak.
Shall be catching it tomorrow night as baby is booking out for me.
Loves. baaby!

Baby..
Thanks for the companionship& help given for those nights of projecting.

2009-01-09T21:59:00.002+08:00

A day home.

Spent my day home toay.
Sleeping yes.

Re-painted my nails.
From orangy color to pinkish.
Loves.

It's weekend finally.
&it's time i get some break.

Baby said hes able to come out tonight.
Would he ?

Hmm.. hes not yet replying.
Pig!

2009-01-09T02:50:00.005+08:00

Arrgh.. No more projects please!

I'm finally siting down having my nice hot milo& tianxin.
After doing the re-submission for my cmsk introduction report.

Spent whole day of time in school today.
Until pathethic 7 over pm.
As i kept repeating my mistake for my fndb group project& so i've got to redo& redo.

All my project mates are so dead.
I nearly cried out in the Lab doing everything on my own.
I can't turn to Assignment 2 if 1 isn't completed.
And so i completed 3 out of 4 question as my assignment 2 only required these.

I hate staying up in the Lab alone i swear.
Sometimes, i don't quite understand the people around me.
Joking/serious ? But sometimes, i'm just so affected.

Why must i complete everything and nearly go to tears cause i'm over-stress out?
If i'm good at it, i still wouldn't mind !
But i've got to stay in school all alone in the dark& clearing up the shit out of it.

&cause i've to finish other parts.. i missed listening to OOPG lab.
Damn it.
Now i don't how long i've to spend to pick up the new chapter- inheritance.

But well, theres still a good news. At least, it made my day.
I passed my oopg test for the first pathetic time :)
More rooms for improvement as i've only gotten the basic borderline ones.

Sigh.
Too much project to handle& there isn't seem to be much help from outside.
Baby himself is already over-stress up in camp due to his overdose trainning.

Asshole!
Why everything in a go?
Whose here for me?! sigh!

This whole week was so packed with projects, test, lab& tutorials.
I'm deadbeat.

What's the plan tomorrow?
Project-ing?
Arrgh, i'm going mad i swear!

2009-01-07T20:17:00.007+08:00

That little freak pulled my hair.

Feeling blue.
I don't know why. &thats why i'm so troubled.

Baby is in camp.
I shouldn't be of a bother right? Hes shagged after all the field camp& rifle shooting.
Bare with it. ! Afterall, i'm just having mood swings.

Real bad one.
I haven't had my dinner.

Somehow, i just feel i'm lacking of attention.
I'm not a attention-seeker..
But well, just needed some concern.

Yes from love especially.
He had tried his best giving i know.
It's unreasonable to demand any more.

Hes got his own things to commit.
So yes, i should learn to be more independent.

Please try!

Lately, i have been busy with my projects.
Yes, it's pilling up& i'm not yet done with any.

This weekend are already fully packed.
Booked my appointment for rebonding on saturday with mummy.
I'm seriously having a bad time handling my hair cause it's freaking thick!

Meeting lovely yuqi to see the fortune teller on friday.
:)

&am so eager to see baby on saturday.
Sigh, he can't book out on friday& so i shall spend my night weeping.
Boo.

Anyway.. gotten back my term test result.
Two B One A ( fom surprisingly ) One C & failed one.
Sadly, i'm going to get back my OOPG result tomorrow& i'm sure i could never score for it.

Oh yup.

New year resolution.

1) Get E71 as my new phone
2) Rebond my dumb hair
3) Learn to try out more new food for baby as hes not use to me being picky towards the choice of food
4) Slim down 4 kg ( please, or at least not gaining any more wt. )
5) Get better GPA
6) Go everywhere with baby
7) Change my temper ( hardly possible )
8) New lingeries
10) A super-thick jacket for school
11) Loving baby more& more <3

2009-01-05T02:32:00.002+08:00

Baby is booking in.. boo !

Just came back home after some chatting with boyfriend& his friends.
Army& stuff yup.

Well, baby is booking in tomorrow.
Kind of saddening uh.
Hopefully, he gets to book out one of these days in the weekday.

Anyway, we had breakfast with my family in the morning over the peach garden restuarant.
Thumbs up for the egg tarts!
Loves.

Aftermath.
Headed home for a nap before catching a movie together with mummy& baby natalie.
Ponyo Ponyo wasn't as great as expected.
Much agreed with yuqi !

School tomorrow.
Payment for the coming hainan trip.
Shit ass.. i haven't gotten the medicine as i know i can't travel over a long period.

Hopefully, i don't vomit in the plane& die over hainan.

I've got to bath now.
Baby, i love you.
haa!

2009-01-03T16:17:00.003+08:00

2009!

New Year's eve was great.
Headed down to boat quay with baby, Jiayin& husband.

Baby& i rushed for mac donalds' while jiayin& her love went to look for the parking lot.
Count down to 2009 but haa we just missed the fireworks cause we went to the wrong direction.

Searched for sisha& settled down in a bar after we've waited for real long.
Had mojito but somehow realised that snow ball could have been a better choice.
Jiayin ordered it& let me have a taste of it.
Loves.

Had apple sisha as we've left with no choices already.
Play five ten& i lost really badly.
&loser was to drink the long island ice tea.
Okay, that's not so bad right.

Anyway, had a date with baby yesterday.
Headed down to Haji Lane but couldn't find the lamps i'm searching for.
But well, i guessed it wasn't at any affordable price too.

Movie-ed over PS.
Transporter 3 instead of ponyo ponyo caused it's theatre was packed already.
But well, at least the movie didn't turn out too bad.

Headed home after dinner.
&started cleaning up the mess in baby's room.

Imagine the amount of dust accumulate over 10 years.
Without vaccumming the floor or even sweeping it with a broom.

I didn't finish cleaning as i got exhausted after 2 hour of cleaning.
But well, at least much better isn't it ?
Self-consolation yes.

It's a saturday.
Baby is over LongJohn with his friend talking about their business plan.
&i'm starving home.

Baby natalie birthday celebration later.
&i've to go all the way down to amk to queue.
How pathethic !

What's the plan tonight? Down Down !

2008-12-31T15:21:00.003+08:00

Holiday-ing.

Haa.
Almost all the lesson are cancelled for this week.
At least, no school for today, tomorrow& the day after.

Skipped FOM make-up class for monday cause that's my only class.
So i can't possibly be travelling 2 hours to school just to attend it isn't it?

Yesterday.
Pulled baby out of bed as he promised to accompany me to school.
Haas. So he attended lecture with me& slept while i was attending dcnk tutorial which only lasted 11 mins.

So well i attended school just for that 11 mins attendence.
How cool ! Haas.

But still.
Thanks baby for accompanying me to school.
Loves.

In the night.
Played majiong with his parents.
&learn to play calbasea for baby.

Yes. He needed a game companion
&
sadly, i'm a game NOOB!

Well, at least i was rewarded with prata for supper.
:)

CMSK project to be handled online tomorrow.
Going home to retrieve the notes later cause baby is still sleeping.

Watching 無敵珊寶妹 again.
Feel like eating strawberry waffle man !

Yum Yum..

2008-12-28T19:02:00.003+08:00

See-ing red.

I'm so dead.
Struggling with my menses cramp now.
Thanks darl for going down to guardian to get me the menstrual pills.

Lying on bed& watching 無敵珊寶妹.
Baby is down meeting his friend to discuss their business plan.
Waiting for him to be back for dinner.. yes i'm a little hungry!

Yesterday.

Baby& i went to arcade& he lost to me at shooting basketball.
Much expected.. haas!

Aftermath.
Watched " Australia " with him at yishun GV.
Too draggy for me i guess cause it lasted for almost 3 hours
&i was grumbling away.

Spend our night at home as i was down with pms.
No cold drinks for me from now until it ends.

I'm feeling terrible.
Sigh.. !

&what's worse.

School re-opens tomorrow.
( Fom project is not yet done ) > :(

Wish me luck.
Save me from pain.

2008-12-27T01:00:00.004+08:00

Boo. Project-ing !

Just hanged up with baby.

Francis is super slow.
I've waited so long for him to come fetch me out of my kampong for my Fom projecting.

Stayed home for the entire day today.
I've been sucha good girl isn't it?
Rejected people to pub& clubbing. Yes, i rarely do that !

Baby is coming out at 6am.
Probably, a lil later as usual.
I'll still wait for you my pig thou i seriously can't wait to see you.

I'm setting off soon.
Francis is reaching in 5 mins time.

Love, I miss you.

Qi will find her dream guy too very soon right? haas..

2008-12-26T04:07:00.010+08:00

I've finally found someone.

Came back home at 3am after relaxing over civic with yencheng&her love.

Currently, waiting to wake baby up at 5am.
Super hungry!!!

Christmas was great.
Except the part when i threw tantrum on my poor boy.

Sorry.
I realised what matters is you being by my side.
&you've put in effort to make the cake.

Well, i know it takes time for you to develop a potential in baking.
Baby, you know i love you& I'm not bullshitting here alright.

It's not even a dough.. haas!

The mess created by you/me.. ?

Thinking back..

To be honest, i can't even fry an egg myself.
Yes, i'm neither better.

Anyway, Baby wrote me a christmas card.
It's my first christmas card.

Our first month neoprint& the card.

&yes i was too rush to make one for him.
Gotten him a RL polo tee instead.. i'll make a SUPER BIG one for you on valentine's day i promise!

Attended cousin's party on christmas eve.
PICTURES!
( I've no idea how to edit it with photoshop so it's not of good quality for viewing )

Snowing effect.

My sweetie pie, natalieT !

The flash kind o spoilt the lightings.

Me& my lovely boy.

&on christmas day.

Cabbed down to Matty's first month& had our lunch overe there.
Mummy jiayin had slimmed down pretty fast, isn't it?

( Suppose to have go out with her in the night after baby's book in but shes ended in hospital. Take good care of yourself k ! )

Aftermath, cabbed down town with baby as he've got to book in early for the day.
Baby brought me for Neoprints ! :)
&he laminated them for me.

I'm super greedy. Took both the big one& the small one for my wallet.

Thoughtful? Haas.

Ended with neprint session.
We had our second lunch over at HK cafe as i've my favourite pinapple butter bun.
Nice.

Finished eating &watched " Bedtime Stories " without my jacket but it would be worse if baby wasn't around.
After the show, headed home as baby have got to pack up to go back his bunk.

Socking is filled with choco.
:)

It's got to be a boring friday for me home later.
But still, i love you baby!

2008-12-24T18:12:00.002+08:00

Where has santa claus gone?

Sadly, sponge cake turn out to be a screwed one.
Baby said he had put in all the efforts..
But yes, i'm still a lil sad as i've no more christmas cake !

Going to Cousin's Christmas party with baby soon.
Hes bathing now.. pig!

My socking isn't filled with orange chocolate..
I haven't seen christmas card..

Hmm.. hmm.. hmm..

2008-12-23T20:01:00.003+08:00

I wanna spend all my time with you.

Have been spending time home with baby.

Watched " A walk to remember " together yesterday morning.
The couple in the movie was really sweet.
Lovely !

Visited BabyMatty today.
A hairy cutey !
He had grown so much hair even when hes barely a months' old.

Anyway, baby is coming out later.
Going to get prepare to meet him.
:)

Hmm..

" Christmas Eve tomorrow! "
What's the plan ?

. . . ?

2008-12-21T15:07:00.003+08:00

A screwed night.

Yesterday was simply a screwed one.

First half of the night was great.

Drama-ed at home whilst baby went for ktv session
as i'm not much interested in joinning.

Got ready& set off to meet him in town.
Headed to a Sun with Moon ( Jap ) restuarant in wheellock.
The salmon steak& the cocktail baby introduced to me was great.
:)

Aftermath.
Headed powerhouse.
Ass.. pissed at the thought of it !

Baby, i'm sorry.
You know me well, i really doesn't know the right way to care for people.
Let me learn alright..

Playing majiong with his family later.
It shall be a day to rest at home.

P.S. Sorry for not caring

2008-12-19T22:37:00.004+08:00

Happy one month anni.

It's us together for one month today.
:)

Headed down town with baby.
&we took neoprints.
He promised to scan for me tomorrow so i shall upload it by then.

Well, he claimed that i didn't smile in the picture.
So he put the neoprints infront of the keyboard& make me face it& do some self reflection.
I did smile a little right? .. More the next time i promise alright!

Had dinner over Black Angus Steakhouse& i kind of love the ambience there.
Thanks baby for the nice dinner.
Sorry for bombing you cause that meal pretty costs tempanyaki x 12 times.

Caught the movie " Yes Man "
& it was pretty hilarious.

Aftermath, accompanied him to get his radio set& my candies over wheellock.
&headed home by freaking mrt.
Seriously hate it !
Especially when theres the stench of the bangs.
( I'm okay with it if people do bath more often )

( explain )
I seriously don't discriminate them.
But i just didn't much appreciate their kind of smell.
Okay, whatever you call that.

Pretty much enjoyed the day.
I love you, baby.

Anyway, watched Twilight& Ip's man previously.
&both were super nice movies!
:)

Watching drama with him later.
Got to get some bath now.
Loves.

2008-12-17T10:39:00.004+08:00

I want the star for this christmas.

I'm sorry, my darlings.
I'm not making it for club tonight.
Spending my night home with my loverboy for some drama watching session.

Towning with Weinie back on the 12 dec.

I miss her& her crazy cousin Cheryll !
&definately Qi ah ! haas.

Anyway, my hair is getting curl up after the hair-cut.
Mummy said shes bringing me to rebond before ChineseNewYear.
Loves.

Dia has been complaining of my dressing code color.
Black almost everyday.
&she asked me to make some changes.

Am i too black these days ?

Mummy made toast for me for breakfast :)
But she said that my temper is too bad so no coffee for me.
What's the link ? Boo.

Well, at least she saved my day from the kitchen.
Wahahahas.

Hmm.. somehow it's been long since i last met my girls.

To think about it.
We've been friends for more than 6 years.
&i kind of miss them man !

Jiayin - taking care of her baby matty at home.
Felicia - staying with her boyfriend.
Yencheng - Went oversea for holiday.

Seeyou girls on 25th dec.

Waiting for darling to finish his camp.
Rotting in process.

2008-12-16T13:39:00.004+08:00

I miss my darling boy.

My idea of a perfect Christmas
Is to spend it with you
In a party or dinner for two
Anywhere would do

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

I'm going to replace my iz-link card& retake my passport size photo all alone.
Caused baby is in camp.

Meeting up YuQi for a haircut right after before dinning together.
&watching some drama in the night at home.
Dia is complaining that it's been a long time i spend time at home.

Mummy is cooking porridge for me now.
Loves.

2008-12-16T01:17:00.006+08:00

Sorted.

Feeling much better after a nightout with my lovely yuqi
&definately the words given by mummy.

Had " Pepper lunch " for lunch with my japanese project mates today.
Teriyaki Salmon without bean sprout.
You know how much i can't do without it.
:(

But well, i still pretty much enjoyed my meal.
&headed home right after project to prepare for the meet-up.

Headed down with Qi to lookup chris over his bar.
Thanks for brightening up our nights.
Caused yeap, i really had a bad day& felt much better after some chilling out.

Aftermath.
Went over TC cafe for some lil delicious.
Had " passion indulgence " ( a cake with passion fruit& darkchoco chestnut )
which just made me vomited a little as i'm not quite use to the taste.
Even though i think it tasted great.

And the main cause: the few sips of beer.
( cause i'm having a some gauestric problems )

Anyway, talked to love over the phone.
I seriously can't wait til wednesday to meet up with him.
I miss you to the max!

Somehow, mummy's words kind of saved you.
Haas. All thanks to her, i'm feeling way better than yesterday.

Christmas is coming& i'm so in love with the christmas trees these days.

Qi with clark quey's christma's tree.

Yes. Me too !

2008-12-15T09:42:00.006+08:00

Abandoned.

I knew this would happen right from the start.
Perhaps, i've never expected it so soon.

I've warned myself.
So i would just bear with it.

Live with it/ leave it.
&i've made the choice.

Promises made.
After you seen all the sorrows i've bottled up inside.
You felt the pain yet isn't as much as what you've given me.

Sorries are meant to be said when you didn't meant to make it happen.
You've much expected the outcome, didn't you?
So how much does your sincerity counts?

You made another promise.
&i've given you my word.
That i'll wait..

Let the pain cut deeper down.
If you choose to make it happen.

I wanted to be happy with the pressence of you.
But my heart have broken up into a million pieces.
I can't play the jigsaw puzzle to mend the pain.

You came into my life when i was trying to complete one.
I thought i could be happier.
Caused you promise me to complete it with me.

Yet you drop the puzzle.
&made it sink right to the bottom.
I can't see the pieces of jigsaw anymore.

Caused i'm all blinded by the love you've given me.
I don't need a complete set of puzzle anymore.
If it's meant to be, it shall make it complete.

I love you.
So give me time to learn to accept..
&wait as you made your changes.

2008-12-13T20:16:00.004+08:00

I repeated myself over again.

I hate liars.
And youre definately one big one.

Perhaps you think you did nothing.
Why am i making a fuss out of it?
And that is just because you simply didn't be bothered to do anything.

And this is why.
I seriously am not happy about it.

Everywhere.
I see traces of ***

Please at least be bothered to clear it& bring them out of my sight.

You tested my patience.
And i'm losing it..

But somehow, i just have got to live with it !
How lovely?

Thanks.

2008-12-11T22:15:00.003+08:00

Fly me to the moon.

FNDB was a total gone.
Please! No sub papers this sem.
I want a full 2 months holiday in the coming April.

Threw tantrum on him just now again.
Yes, over-pampering at times isn't really good.
&i really have the heart alright!

Always trying to say that i'm bull-shiting. Asshole!
I know you do have.
But a black one. Yes, i painted it black!

Loves.
Sorry, i'm being random.
Caused youre still having the soup& enjoying the stupid tele w/o accompanying me.
Simply piece of shit!

DCNK tomorrow.
Last paper& 2 weeks holiday with 4 assignments uncomplete.
It's a never ending thing i swear.

Force me to study please!
My eyes are closing.. i guess i'm off to bed.

Goodnight people.

Baby is on recovering state.
&he still dare to mention that he've beer to go with his dinner.
What so proud about. ! Please take care of yourself dumbass.

2008-12-10T18:34:00.002+08:00

I need your arms.

Had cmaths term test today.
Paper was rather easy yet tricky too.
No good perfomance this time as i overlooked the paper and did a lil careless mistake here& there.

After i ended off.
Had lunch with people& headed off to the grocery over tamp. for S/L grapes for love.
Found my three quarter black pant from My.Room& headed back :)

I lost my iz-link card like AGAIN !
I've replace it for more than 5 times in my secondary school days.
Ass.. i can't even count myself. !

Super disappointed with myself for being so careless.
FRANCESCA! Stop being restless!
More confidence, PLEASE!

FNDB term test tomorrow.
I've got to force myself to get down with serious work somehow.
Later.. Yes.. by then i will !

Recover soon my dear.
Seeing you later :)

2008-12-09T07:06:00.004+08:00

With you around, what more should i be afraid of ?

Thanks for spending the weekends with me.
I felt blessed with you around.

I can't forget how i've mistreated you earlier.
The way i scolded you.
I can't even forgive my act.

I'm sorry as i'm afraid.
Of almost everything.

It just seem so perfect for me to believe.

But well, i just want to be by your side 24/7.
Caused youre all that i need.
:)

I'm going for oopg term test.
Wish me luck.

2008-12-03T14:43:00.002+08:00

I believe.

In school's lab now.
All alone by myself waiting for my FOM class to start.
Guess i'm becoming more like a lone ranger.

Had japanese term test just now.
Studied on the way to school.
A pass assured yet not a score perhaps.

Anway, towned yesterday.
Had " xiao long bao " at dingtaifeng.
Haas.. dia should be damn jealous as shes busy with the search of a new maid& house.

This week's schedule !

Friday.

Fom term test preparation in the afternoon.
Dental appointment& spec collection on evening.
&meeting love in the night.

Saturday.

Fom term test in the morning.
Meeting grandmother& shopping with love in the afternoon.
&well.. clubbing in the night. ! ( weinie is joinning..how about love.qi ? )

Sunday.

OOPG term test preparation& so& so.

To love..

Once again. I'm sorry for all that i've said to you.
I know how much it hurt you deep down.
Yet, i couldn't stop myself from doing so.

I need more self-control somehow.

2008-12-02T10:31:00.003+08:00

A date with love.

Over love's place.
We're going to visit the doc& down town.
:) It's the first time we're going town.

I've skipped all the classes for the entire day.
But of course i've checked my attendence.
&it's enough for skipping classes :)

Super asshole.

Had a tiff with Dia's stupid husband.
Hes shit !

Guess how childish he was?

My 7th maid in this year left.
&he fcuking ass asked mummy to make me clean off the chilli i left over on the table.
ASSHOLE! I LEFT IT THERE FOR HER.. !
Don't jump into conclusion, oh please !

And he tried acted like me saying stuff like " I'm busy, i've got to go off! I really am ah.. " !
How sickening !

A 30 old man acted this way to a 17 year old young teenager.
That shows how pathethic he is.
I seriously wonder how he go through his younger days.

Perhaps, he've got a real saddening childhood.
Just being an asshole for the day.

Screwed that night of mine.
But you seriously don't know how much i love you for entertaining me always.
Thanks for being so sick.

2008-12-01T07:08:00.002+08:00

I wanna grow old with you.

Going to school soon.
I'm beginning to miss him somehow.
Even though he was just beside me for the last min.

Clubbing with yencheng on last saturday was pretty fun.
But well, got a lil drunk& made love worried for the whole time.
I'm sincerely sorry.

Yesterday.
Went to the dental& booked my appointment for friday's slot& headed to amk hub.
Mummy made me a new levis ladies style spec and brought me a pink soft toy.
:)

Collection is on friday.
Loves<3

Aftermath.
Love came& caught " The wild child ".
&headed home before catching the " City Of Ember " with him in the night.

Enjoyed spending time with him.
Sorry for the attitudes i've give you at times.

I'll trust you, time proves.

2008-11-29T21:35:00.004+08:00

TOOTH DECAY ! :(

Clubbing was rather boring last night.
The genre jus seriously sucks.

Dia drove us there.

Buddy wenxing joined.
:)

Me& him.

Dia's friend, my lovely sis ( Dia )& Me.

Having tooth decay now.
Going to the dental tomorrow.
Arrgh.. i'm super sad over it!

I need boy by my side.

2008-11-28T14:23:00.006+08:00

Not much yet completed.

All alone home now.
Waiting for love to return.
&shall be clubbing tonight with my lovely sis, Dia.

Oh yes.
Jiayin just given birth to little Matty yesterday.
Congrats! Shall be visiting my lil god son soon.
Teehee :)

Yesterday's OOPG class was so ruined.

Beginning to catch up with stuff yet somehow i just couldn't be any less aggressive towards people.
Went to the ladies as i was rather urgent& came back quickly as i didn't want to let the lesson go to a waste.
Even though i'm online-ing& studying at the same time, i pay attention seriously !
As the door of the lab have to be open by the inside, i knock the door& waited.
And guessed what, classmates were laughing from the inside as i was knocking badly to enter the class.
Well, i smiled at them and thought they were just playing at first.
Then people in the class begin to walk around acting to open the fucking door for me& yes i'm still outside waiting like a total fucker.
So, i thought that the lab tutor would be a wiser person in handling such situation and let me in.
Guessed what? he wanted everyone in return to their places& continue the lesson.
&only open the doors for me until he ended his speech.
When he knew that i was already fucking pissed off standing outside.
So i start kicking the lab door more violently each time.
I can't tolerate the shit anymore! You made me became aggresive.
&when i came in, he scolded me& said that he've limits in tolerating my shit.
" mind you own business& teach ! " i said.
Seriously, who have no limits!
I've mine too!

After lab, had a talk with the lab tutor.
He asked me whether i was having a bad day& is it that some problems are troubling me.
And mentioned that what i did wasn't a right thing& he did played a part in leading this to happen.
I've never said what i did was right but somehow i just could not control.
I need a cool-off period and i'll back to normal.
So here i'm talking to him nicely.

I'll try to change i told him.
But yes, it's been ages.
Not that easy afteral.

Dearest Qi isn't joining me for tonight as she've work.
Weinie's mood is so screwed off by dumbdumbGab.
Cheryll is struggling hard for her assignments.

Sigh.
I miss my girls.
&yes felicia, jiayin& yencheng.
I miss you people too !

Term test coming.
Yes, i'm going to work hard !
Golden rule : Study hard& play hard

I need get something to eat.
Sayonara !

2008-11-26T20:40:00.002+08:00

Goodgirl.

Offers given are tempting. But, i seriously need to cut down on clubbing. !
So kill the thought of going wild please.
Damn! Francesca please!

&somehow.
I find out something pretty hilarious.
Retribution falls on you i guess. Damn.. haas !

Had Jap's presentation& DCNK project submission in the morning.
What a busy morning !
But, everything seem to pass on smoothly.
Perhaps, not of a high standard but with passing grades assured.

Headed down Safra& watched Francis& friend played pool.
Whilst i rest my head against the table& slept throughout.

Sorry people who tried contacting me.
My phone was LOWLOWLOW! So it's off !

Had evening classes.
&Francis was nice enough to send me home.
Thanks seriously for saving my 2 hours travelling time.

Youre a nice guy, francis !
Hope you'll get over her soon& start afresh with someone who could appreciate you better.
:) Don't worry, theres friends around.

Poor Francesca am suffering from boredom.
Love is in camp& yes i can't deny i'm missing you.

2008-11-25T02:15:00.005+08:00

Apology.

Love, i'm sorry.
For the harsh words i've said.
I seriously don't mean it.

I guessed i'm over-stress over all the things.
I need to take things lightly& get more sleep in the night.

I never hate you i swear.
&I longed to see you everyday, seriously i do !

I shouldn't have took you for granted.
I need more self-control.
&i'll work hard towards it.

I'm off to bed.
Movie preview over suntec with you tomorrow.
Misses... !

I feel like crying so much.
The sorrow deep down just doesn't go away.
What's with me?

Sick in the mind i guess.

I need you with me.

2008-11-23T22:41:00.008+08:00

True ones.

Back home.

It's a blast yesterday night.
Clubbing over powerhouse.
&here are the pictures.

Before heading there.
Had dinnner over Tajimaya.

Lovely Qi was so bored& started taking pictures.

In the ladies.
Look at how gorgeous my lil prettya Qi are.

After dining, gathered& headed down powerhouse.
Drank a lil& headed down the dance floor.

My love ones.

I believe cheryl is the hottest girl out there the night !

WeiNie& herlove, Gab !

I'm sorry for leaving you behind.

Yes. I'm guilty-conscious.

But wait a moment. !
I'm still super jealous over certain matters which is due to pure laziness& extra forgetful.
Being an ass as usual.
But well, still my love.

You know i love nag a lil. Tala !

Ass, will you marry me?

A slight hesitation in me.
I need your firm stand to overcome the devil in me.
I'm sorry, but i know youre always there.

Time to time.
I shall see& you shall prove.

Night love.

2008-11-22T13:26:00.002+08:00

H-A-P-E-E !

It's a lovely saturday.

Shall be spending my time shopping& clubbing with my pretty ladies in the night.
Loves!

As for sunday.
PROJECT DAY as usual.
:(

I'm reading jap numbers now while waiting for ass.

Off.. !

2008-11-21T11:37:00.004+08:00

Loved.

Back ! Like finally.

I've been loaded with projects recently.
It's like the end of the term& all the things are coming in a go.
Somehow, i managed to finish Fom&Cmsk project on time.
:) Jap presentation, DCNK project& OOPG aasignment coming up.

&Seriously, i was pretty pissed with the cab driver yesterday.
He made me late for my Cmsk class& the cab fare went up to like nearly 30.
How ridiculous ! I hate cabbing to school& waste my time siting down there.
Asshole !

Well, ass is lying beside me.
Waiting for me to have the kfc he brought back.

:) Tala.

2008-11-18T20:52:00.005+08:00

Simple. Soft. Sweet.

Asked to blog.
So here i'm.

I miss you.
This 3 words simply explained my day.

Veet-ing now.
Tala :)

2008-11-17T17:02:00.006+08:00

I've got more than enough.

Pms made my day at school screwed to the max.
And sadly, i've got a 2 marks question done wrongly in my Cmaths class test this morning.
Got mixed up with the concept.. Shall be extra careful the next time.

Anyway, i've completed FOM project yesterday night.
But well, i left my thumbdrive over Dan's.
Going over Yishun to meet him for a dinner& retrieve it.

I've got my Jap& Dcnk project to work on.
:(

P.S. Thanks for being there.

Unknown. L

Seriously, i find it ridiculous.
I don't owe you an explanation in whatever i do.
Believe it or not lies in the hand of yours.
Don't come and gain trust from me when you doesn't even have faith on me.
I don't need your forgiveness cause i'm never wrong.
Why should i go against my will and sacrifice myself when someone keep on pushing me when he claimed that hes true?
Afterall, youre just pure selfish.
Love me? Just want to stay by my side ? Prove to me!
You asked me not to compare you with the previous. him
You don't understand why did i choose him?
The reason is i made a misjudgement& from there, i shall stopped.

You always questioned me for my reply,
but you should know " No questioning cause it's my own theory "
I don't need people to teach me the way to lead my life.
Caused i choose what's the best for me.

Advice given.
Heed it or not it's my will.
&definately i will bear the cons.

Perhaps, he did changed for the better.
&hes serious of getting back.
But well, actions show the best.

&he did prove to me.
By doing nothing, i simply understand it all.

As i say, show me instead of talking craps to me.
Don't give me restrictions, i don't need them.
You trust that i'll change& i should ?
Why should i do that just to save your face& go to you?

Please, show some respect when you sent the msg.
Don't jump into conclusion when you don't get the facts right and your thoughts went wild.

2008-11-16T19:48:00.005+08:00

It's a family day.

Just woke up from my beauty sleep.
Dia cooked porridge, fry EggWithHam& steamed Tomato Fish for me.
<3

Headed down Dempsey Hills.
Did not have any sleep so i brought along my pillow down Alys car for some napping.
&she took this as she was driving.

Had lunch over LongBeachRestuarant.
Then Grandma saw me& was like " Where you went last night, why are you so Shag ? "
&i was like " Oh, i went clubbing ! It's in the blood thing ( our genes ) , isn't it ? " Haas !

Loves

Ended with dessert over Ben&Jerry.
" BaNAnA sPlIT " ! yummyyummy !

Meeting up darling YuQi& Alize for supper over yishun later.
I've got drama to watch& project to complete tonight.
Cmaths test tomorrow.
All the best to me. !

2008-11-16T09:40:00.008+08:00

The wild times.

Me& Ms.Gorgeous YuQi.

Along with the Emo Queen. WeiNie.

&the Hotest of all, the dancing Queen.Cheryl !

i love spending time with the girls seriously.

Danced till the music stopped.
My heels were killing me.. !!!

Pretty boring at times, but well i still much prefer to dance alone.
Or else with the girls. <3
Stranger ? Haas.

Frowns.
I need more new clothes for clubbing.
It's the same color& different design.. Why people mistaken ?
Boo. I should do some color changing. !

Everything ended with a Big breakfast for breakfast over yishun's.
:)

It's got to be a busy week for me.
Love, everyone!

2008-11-15T01:36:00.005+08:00

I found my very own remedy.

Watched 4 movies since last sunday :

" Lakeview Terrace ( Boring ) , Quantam Of Solace ( Not-so-bad ) , the good the bad the weird ( Stupid )& REC. ( Damn it scary ! ) "
My crazy movie marathon.

Studied Cmaths for next monday's test.

Struggling with my flu& cough everyday.

Grandma.pauline's birthday celebration over restuarant on sunday. &movie in the night before ( Fundemental of managament ) projecting for wednesday submussion.

Jap projecting later in the morning.
Missed pretty much of the lessons.
Have got to do well for the project !

It's powerhouse tomorrow night.
With my girls.
<3

Cooking porridge now.
I want to learn to fry an egg so badly. !